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Whatever you decide, we'll be here.

( to pull him out of it all or to be there by his side in going forward. he means it. )

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[ kyle gives him a weak smile. ]

And if I let go?

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I have a grapple hook and Diana can fly. One of us should be able to catch you.

( and it's said so casually. )

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[ okay he chuckles at that. ]

When did you get a sense of humour?

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( faintly, he wears a smile. )

Must be the company I keep.

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. . . Maybe.

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( gently, he reaches over. hand touching kyle's shoulder. a quiet squeeze of reassurance. )

You'll get through this.

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You think so?

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Yes. Because I believe in you.

( and bruce, of course, means that. )

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[ he falls quiet for a moment. ]

I won't let you down.

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I know.

( a reassuring squeeze to kyle's shoulder there. )

We both know.

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[ he nods slowly. ]

Ion is . . . Jenny's starheart. She left it to me. I don't know, I thought — When we broke up, I thought she stopped loving me.

They always leave. And they die. It was the same with Donna. I often wondered how Diana could still look me in the eye after that.

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Diana's capable of loving others even when they don't love themselves.

( or feel they don't deserve it. )

I find it hard to believe she'd ever look at you differently.

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Maybe. Donna was like her sister.

And I failed her. I failed Jason too.

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Kyle.

( his name is soft there as he says it, yet carries with it a firmness to it that's very much bruce. )

Jason's capable of making mistakes and stupid decisions all on his own. You didn't fail him.

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I'm aware of that.

[ kyle isn't likely to forget jason's flaws. he knows them well. ]

I just . . . I could have done more.

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Listen to me when I tell you that thinking like that is going to drive you mad.

( because he's been there. with his parents. even though he was just a child. it doesn't stop him from wondering. from blaming himself. for the guilt in not having caught their killer yet. )

We can't change the past. No matter how much we want to. But we can change right now. Do something with right now.

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[ kyle gives a sharp, pained laugh. ]

Bruce, I know that. No one knows that as well as me.

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Then start drawing.

( he leans back some as he says that. )

Focus on that.

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[ he exhales softly. ]

Yeah. Maybe it'll take the edge off.

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( moving to stand, he looks to kyle and pockets one hand while letting the other gently clap down on the man's shoulder again. as before, reassuring in its touch. )

Whatever you need, we're here. Literally just a couple floors down and I'm sure Bear would always be happy to provide... puppy company.

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Is he a therapy dog now?

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He likes people and he spent a number of weeks with you.

( when bruce was in the past... and ran away from diana to vegas. ugh, jason. )

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You assume Jason knows how to share.

[ between the dog and kyle, he's pretty sure the dog was the favourite. ]

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Guess it's your turn now.